Motivation

My motivation in general is vanity. I want to look GOOD! It's crazy to look back at old pictures and think about how I wish I was there again. Luckily I gain proportionately over my body so I can hide it pretty well if I really need to. UNTIL bathing suit season, that it. Oh good grief...it's too soon to be thinking about that.

Specifically, my motivations are simple ones.

• I am matron of honor in Shannon's wedding in September.
• I am a bridesmaid in Sky's wedding in October. Coincidentally, my wedding was on her birthday and she is looking at MY birthday for her wedding! How funny!
  
• I have refused to buy any new clothes that actually fit because it makes me sad to think about buying bigger. So, I need to get back down to fit into my old clothes. There is no reason to have two different sized wardrobes.
  
• One of the biggest motivators: my boobs. I can't stand them anymore. Breast feeding didn't help this situation any, and now they are just big ol, in-the-way, out of control daily burdens. It's impossible to find any bras that are comfortable, bathing suit tops are the bane of my existence, and any fitted shirt is out of the question. I have a Victoria's Secret gift card that has been waiting patiently for me for years, that I will someday use to buy a pretty, comfortable bra for myself. And I've read the fine print and checked the balance online; it doesn't expire. So it waits.
  

I feel pretty motivated to give this my all. There are several biggies riding on this - I want to look good standing beside my besties at their weddings. And the brides need to be the center of attention, not my boobies. ;)

My big ol saggies send their love,
Heather